mm okay so I love Amaryllis, to the point where a lot of my current personality is based on her, but also she’is frustratingly Mary-Sueish and perfect and I really wish she sucked just a bit more.
like I need more:
- Amaryllis making really dumb mistakes, ones that are obviously mistakes if you think about it for a minute
- Amaryllis knowing about problems and not doing anything to address them
- Amaryllis breaking down and crying because she just. can’t.
- Amaryllis thinking too hard about everything and everyone that’s depending on her, until she’s like “nope fuck this” and does something really selfish instead